a code yet to be deciphered.
i took too many things, way too many things, for granted.
held a self-centred world view, gave conditionally, claimed rights that should never have been mine.
i asked, almost every saturday evening, "change me".
now i know why i am made to bear this anomalous circumstance.
partially only, because i know it is not done yet.
what i know for sure is i will look back and say that God's plans have always been to prosper, and not to harm.
did you know you could verbally trample someone to death?
but the answer to one does not grant rest.
yet another question begs resolution.
well i want to see my kids grow old.
and always have Your hand to hold.
oh i was made, made for more.
truly the school of hard knocks.
more than this whole world can offer
more than all that time destroys
and all i've wanted here cant satisfy my wanting
cause i was made, made for more.
perfection at 1:04 AM
